Yet another personal note.

I do my best.... correction, I try to do my best, and ninety percent of the time I fail. My days are filled with me apologizing a couple dozen times for various things, and this, is another time. I'm sorry, I'm sorry I've been MIA for so long. I love blogging and I love the Sims and I love the people over on the MTS message boards, but sometimes I get distracted and other times, I lose face. I'm an extremely introverted person, which sounds odd because admitting oneself is an introvert is in fact an extroverted thing to do. But oxymoron or not, there it is. As some if not most know, I have an inoperable brain tumor that was discovered last year. Funny thing is, it never would have been found had I not gotten into a car crash in 2008. At first friends and family thought the crash was a blessing in disguise, had the drunk driver not hit my sister's lover's car, they would've found out about the tumor. But soon that blessing became a curse because they couldn't fix it, and now I know about it, whereas I'd rather not. The crash was not without it's complications, the head injury I sustained shifted my brain out of place in my skull and it can never be shifted back. Everything above my upper chest hurts, twenty four hours a day. I fall, a lot, which leaves me covered in bruises, cuts, bumps, etc. So that makes the rest of my body hurt. I'm losing my hair because of my meds, I don't talk exactly properly anymore and my typing is less than stellar. I tell you this, not as an excuse, but as an explanation as to why I will come and go for long periods of time. I've not died, I don't have that kind of luck ;) And I've not abandoned the blog, or my legacy game. But sometimes, when I'm down, which can be often, the idea of posting, of the work it entails, it makes it not fun. Which is the last thing I want, because it's not work, it's not suppose to feel like work. It's a game, it's something you're suppose to waste time on. Which is why, I do and will again in the future, step away. But I will always come back, this I promise. Any time I go weeks or even months without  posting, to either the blog or the MTS boards, check my Sims LJ. Because there, that's where the random Sim stuff happens, and it'll always have some kind of update.